it's a new beginning

2009-11-24T08:25:00.000-08:00

you beckoned to me
i went over n sat besides u.
i felt your body heat, felt your arm behind me.
it was a great feeling.

you noticed my habits
the little things in my life
things that i didnt even know
and i thought to myself
how great it would be if you were mine

you never fail to say yes
to every whims of mine
even when you were tired
drove me to eat
drove me out to play and watch movie
and you said
i really enjoyed myself

you took me out
protected me
when guys tried to talk to me.
i felt this is the sweetest thing someone has done for me

you gave me your pillow
which strangely felt warmer than mine.
that night i slept with a smile on my face.

you pour orange juice into my glass of vodka
when you thought i wasnt looking.
you know when im angry or sad
even when i said nothing.
you let me lie on your shoulder
when i felt tired.

i like the way you look when you drive
i like the way you throw your pillow on my face in the morning and ask me to bathe
i like the way i waited for you to come home from work
i like the way you love your family.

and this is my forbidden love.
because you are family
and im not supposed to feel this way towards you
i want to say i feel for you more than i feel for a brother
or a cousin,
how i wish we are unrelated.
and so it will stay
a forbidden love.

its time to wake up.

2009-09-14T13:55:00.000-07:00

as we stood near the entrance of the wedding party that we are invited to, i suddenly felt very conscious of myself, regreting having a little or any supper at all the night before. As we parted to meet our own separate groups of friends, i stood there wondering what they were talking about.

raymond: hey, how have you been my bro? is that your gf?
andrew: yaa.. you've changed alot since we last met you.. i think ur taste has dropped dramatically.. whyy.. ur gf is soo f** n ugly.. go get a new one man.

as i was watchin the drama, i realised tat f** ppl don look good in anything.. are made fun of becos of their size.. but de thing tat hit me most.. was tat they are a disgrace to their partners.. even if their partners don feel soo. its a fact they are. so wads de diff between her n me? she's living in a fairytale.

2009-08-21T01:38:00.000-07:00

jus stonin at home aft canceling tuition cos of fallen tree causing slooow traffic -.-
goin out to meet my love n eat frolicks hehe~ a consolation to my soul..
jussss. alot of things happened aft sot. like wad ww says.. jus a wink n its friday agn..
time passes soo fast.. or mayb its jus becos i've been tryin to work myself silly for de past few days..
dunno wad im goin to do if im free. its jus soo weird being free.
find tis song super nicee..
Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

jusssss. nicee lorr.
six thirty come quickkkk.

2009-08-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

was watchin tis show on tv mobile on the way back.. it was featuring miners in indonesia.. how they mine for poisonous sulphur.. carry these sulphur that can weigh up to 50kg.. walked 6-8 0? km jus to earn $2 a day.. ohh mann.. jus pei fu these ppl.. den they went on to show ppl livin on mt bromo.. said those ppl leadin horse tour had to walk up down de mountain dono how many times a day.. still they are so happy.. it really made me tink alot..

alot of ppl used to tell me.. be thankful ur born here.. rather than those dirty places.. or those ulu malu places where the ppl have nv seen a tv or used a phone.. where ppl have to farm.. work all day long..

i always tell them.. if i have a choice.. i tink that kind of life is more suitable for me.. i mean.. its not tat grass always looks greener on de other side.. but really.. all of us cope with different kind of stress.. different kind of problems.. but at de end of the day.. its how we face it tat matters.. n tats wad makes those ppl in a way better than us cityppl.. that no matter wad come may.. they are always happy..

we can get scolded by our boss.. nagged at by our parents for a F in chinese exam.. they can worry if there's gonna be a flood/drought.. bend their bodies from dawn to dusk everyday.. bruise their shoulders from all de weights.. at de end of the day.. they go back to a smiling family.. or even working side by side wid ur loved ones.. compared to us.. some kids jus go home.. slam de door in their nagging parents face.. n rather tok to a screen..

who's having a better life? no one.. the cry that life's unfair is only heard from those who's limited by their own sufferings. have u heard those who's enjoyin life complainin that life's unfair? have a thankful heart.. that u still have a family.. if not you still have a home.. if not.. at least you have a life to be thankful for rite?

sooo. for those who's complainin that life's unfair jus becos their bonuses is not as big as it should be..

2009-08-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

for the sake of my beloved ms soh yiling, im goin to come back here n blog as frequently as possible ok?
i kinda forgot how to put in photos. lol. de icons above disappear alr lehh.
but anw, yaa tink we're goin to see less of each other.. n despite being so in love, we dont tok on de phone or sms.
LOL.

IM SO EXCITED FOR ASIA CONFERENCE 2010!! i really hope to be more involved in tis.. like besides children church, hope i can do reporting for city newsss. pls let me get in.........

jus gradded today(: kinda sadd. its weird not praising n worshippin like per normal service every single day..
gonna miss de presence, de encounterss, de lessons.. de fallin asleep in lessons.. being poked awake when i fell asleep..

but really wanna thank Him for everything.. how clearly i can see my life change during the whole of sot, Him moving in my life, touchin me in every single surprising way possible..

indeed it is a place of temptation, trials, transition, and transformation.. meet a grp of really nicee ppl.... had lots of fun n camming wid them..

things happened so i can see.. tat all i really need, is to focus on You. I'm still not ready.. and there is alot for me to learn, its really hard, but im going to learn how to crucify my flesh.. lay everything down at Your feet.. my dreams my desires my cares my hurts.. take all of me in exchange for all of You.

it's getting harder and harder to hold back her tears

2009-03-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

haha, nowadays.. its getting so easy to make me cry.. n it seems that de onli way for my to stay dry de next day was to make sure i empty de bucket of tears i hold inside de night bef. anw, thanks for tat email my woman.. it was enlightenin i guess...

When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need.

n its really cold nowwwwwww.... brgghhh~

anw, tat day i was on tis train.. starin at tis little boy becos he was starin at me. haha~ i won. muahas~ cos he looked down.. i guess i looked really fierce. who ask him stare. anw.. when i was busy starin tis woman actu pointed to my wallet n says: nice bag. den i was like huh? so which one u tokin bout? my wallet or bag? lol~ anw was too shocked.

went to work tat day. soooo sian dat i wasnt doin vip. but. de auntie was super zai. we actu finished at round de same time as de vip... but obviously i had to do so much work i almost died. haha~ went for supper at 85 aft tat. im growin fatter each day manx. tis is irritatin manx... should stop suppering.

den went to my grans hse to camp de next two days.. went to suntec wid her n reanne ytd.. i was super fed up cos grans was like: are we dere yet? why are we walkin here? why we walking so far? waaaaaaa.. i almost screamed at her. LOL~ pampered cannn. anw, bought 25bucks worth of ice cream from couz.

tooo tired to tink.

2009-03-14T08:20:00.001-07:00

super tired. my main pt in comin here to blog now, n not sleeping: is to tell everyone readin me blog, tat im terribly depressed tat i couldnt get a pair of heels at charles n keith. n hoping tat someone aft readin my blog, will be soooooo nice to buy me it. haha~ well tis is wad u get when u hav a angel in serious lack of sleep. going crazyyy soon! i wannnn de shoessssss... man, can someone hav some pity on me haha~ i promise i'll wear it every single day! n angel don normally wear heels oneeeee!!! actu, today i jus realise my shoes have been irritatin my mum, cos they took up de whole shoe rack! leaving. no space to put their shoes.. so i mentally counted, i tink i have round 15 pairs of shoes?? lol~ mayb if i sell them i'll get enof monee to buy my heels.. tis is really depressing. cant stop tinking bout u. jus so perfect in every single way possible.. aft being wid u for one min i cant help but tink we're made for each other. heels oh heels, i love you. LOL~ i tink i need to sleep now.

2009-03-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

one random day angel went to her grandma house, haha~ n offered to cook dinner. actu not veri random, i always go her house. lol~ no lah.. we went to de hospital at 8 n i had to wake up at 6, cos her house is like at amk. anw. went to de hospital half dead, n saw tis wallet on de floor. so me, being de veri nice me, haha~ went over n pick it up. pretend nth happened! haha kiddin. i hand it over to de counter. den my grandma was like: why ret. see got monee first wadd.. LOL. anw back to my dinner. so we went to de market early in de morning de next day, me feelin like a fully certified auntie, bought some fish, eggs, tomats, n potatoes.. oh ya, n pork haha~ to make pork chop for lunch! it was sooooo hard choppin de potatoes into nice equal strips plss. i took bout 1hr? tryin to jus cut up 4 potatoes. not to mention times when my hand feels like its on de verge of cramping. LOL~ lousy ryt. anw, love going to my grandma's house. cos of them:

they are the ultimate love of my life!

anw, im really lazy to blog bout my bday n yl's. haha~ mayb some other times.. lots of pics lah. wahahas.

thanks for everythin(:

2009-03-02T01:11:00.000-08:00

IM BACK!!!! oh man bangkok is so fun. actu is made fun by my travel mates: ying david darren n jeremy, who are veri funny ppl. so really wanna thank them for being in bkk wid me! LOVESS.

once we touch down we rushed to chatuchak n shop without even eating. lol, everythin was really uber cheap n all we do once we entered de shop is to ask: wholesale? haha~ de guys n us split up den ying n i bought so much things n was moving so fast we started to get really giddy. in de end we sat down at some roadside n started whining to each other cos we cant find the bts. haha~ had really great food at nite n super satisfied wid de shopping!!!! nnnnnnnnnnnn. got our first thai massage! haha super excited. kept laughin n laughin cos super ticklish n painful.

de next day we went to pratunum n platinum mall if im not wrong. de shoppin is much more ex dere. haha~ anw. saw tis suspicious lookin bag n i actu ask them to move away frm black canyon coffee( place where we always meet up) anw. at nite we went to patpong! their red light district! haha~ an interestin experience. they keep askin de guys go see thai girls show. n that david go n waved to tis tranee. haha~ den we also went to de gay part of patpong. it was. overwhelming. haha... den our sec thai massage. tis time de person actu stepped on my back. i tot my back broke. haha. anw. david was massaged by a tranee!!!!!!!!!! called chichi!!!!!! haha~ for further details: go ask him

n at nite we played indian poker n tis dunno wad game haha~n de guys had to paint their nailsssss~! so on hor they all.

next day like nth much. haha at least i don remember sia. anw here's de picturesss(:

kk im tired from putting de pics one by one. haha~ still got alot of photos esp those taken of ying david n darren. bit spastic. LOL~ will do it when i feel like it. tata~

remember happiness when you find misery

2009-02-20T08:08:00.000-08:00

IM BACK TO BLOG!!!
shag pls tis few days..
go home immediately k.o
anw. happening stuff!!! haha~ pictures((:

egg-citing horxx? haha~ anw, happy bday to my beloved miss wong ying ying here. who's getting prettier n prettier by de moment(:
n so nice ryt mr richard soon n mingxun, for wetting their hair like crazy.
anw when i first saw them crawling up i was so shocked i was really laughin out loud? tat was how ying know abt the surprise. lol sorry! den we went to ying house stay over, n nice mr soon had to spoil the surprise by tellin ying ting's coming over. lol~ anw, we were so tired, we watched AVP2 n went to sleep. ting had to rush her project n INSISTED in squeezing on de same bed as me.

anw, my man came back frm australia, bought a few miserly nougats sweets n choco, shows how much she loves me. haha kiddin. anw, she jus killed me for not mentioning her in the 'things i love abt my life right now' oops? haha~ we were so slack at work we played hearts, solitaire(duno how to spell, lazy go check), minesweeper, n bingo.

met a nice fren named jiayi! haha~ i tink she's veri pretty, n we had quite alot in common. NICEE~ new found bestie at work. going to throw my man down the toilet bowl where she rightfully belongs someday.

You have been protecting me,
i'm so grateful, yet saddened.
I just cant let go,
it's too painful to do so,
i'm still learning how,
i know You have been patient,
i just need more time.

i jus realise. that frens n bf rarely coexist tgt.
which is saddening. in jc me n yl always asked if we will drift apart if one of us got bf. den around us there are always couples.. basically we stuck to each other at sch. n i have tis new found preference for single frens. haha im not being ze ark pls. its jus tat they tend to be a lil bit more free ya. anw two types of girls in love i will stay away frm:

1. girls who drag their bfs along on a GIRLS outing. its jus. i hav somethin against bein a lightbulb. n i would like to spend quality time wid u ya? tokin girls stuff?

2. girls who have no time for frens and all the time in the whole for bf.

haha~ tis is gettin a bit crappish.

anw. 5 LOVE LANGUAGES. WHATS URS?

1.WORDS OF AFFIRMATION
2.QUALITY TIME/CONVOR
3.GIFT GIVING
4.ACTS OF SERVICE
5.PHYSICAL TOUCH

haha~ me ying n dongz have the same pri n sec LL so coolx horxx.

at work is where we learn the art of scolding people within 5 secs of putting down the phone, putting on a facade within 3 secs to take up another call, n 2 secs left to clear out wadeva we have jus heard.

im going off to sleep! cannot tahan liaox. tomo need to pack! sun flyin off. had jus celebrate andrew's bday. haha~ failed surprise. anw. happy advanced bday to mr choongster!

she's right, you're a playboy.

2009-02-10T05:44:00.000-08:00

A big big thanks to mr dongz here who sent me home on a cab. u have no idea, haha~ how much tis means to me. Aft one whole day of handlin idiots, facin a stupid blurry com thats spoiling my alr spoilt eyes, i have to walk 35 mins just to get to a bus stop to get bus 5 home, plus blisters on both my feet its painful for me to walk. so much much lovesss. anw, side note: cheer up ya.

nah, here's my stupid com which is duper de blur n one month aft i asked, its still not replaced. U, give me headaches.

so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee ryt...... as pretty as de giver(: anw, its really nice. n fattening. at work i eat sit tok n sleep. LOL im gettin kinda real fat.

stop giving your child the burdens of four adults.
leave some space for her to find herself.

i m super sianx. cos now broke. lol~ as in im really broke broke. n my pay doesnt come until like 26 feb? which is irritatin. haha~ i need to pay for my trip!!!! oh manx. now i have to find some freakin way to squeeze some freakin $200 out. im goin crazy real soon.

now i realise why things turned out liddat. i realise my mistake and im sorry.

sherlene: u readin novel isit? u look super engrossed in it.
me: no leh. i studyin accounting. im engrossed becos i dun understand.

haha~ its super de chim plssss... wa. all admiration to accountants.
anw. i have decided to make full use of the library which is currently making a joke out of me, i went today to borrow tis bk. n 3 weeks later im goin to borrow a book on law. de next mayb on biology. haha~ so i wun like waste my time workin n can do somethin to learn more stuff. SO STUDIOUS RYT!?! i realise i m more motivated to study when i get out of jc. at least i wun fall asleep aft 10 mins of readin.

i heard. alevels result gonna come out in de second week of march? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. pls. no.

am i now beautiful enough for you, am i?

2009-02-08T06:51:00.000-08:00

my man. meet my new found frens second day ur gone. haha~ its really great playing tai tee wid them. n chitchating. n i found out an amazin fact. they all- mostly, wanna be docs!! so coolx horx. anyway. my eyes almost drop out when hong han told me that to be a doc, ur family mem or relative must hav one. i was like tinking, how bout husband, haha i go get one now. LOL~ anw. i jus realise i hav one whole family of relatives thats doc!!!! even more coolx plss. anw missing you. come back soon. aiya. den agn, its not as if u will n can as a matter of fact come back early.

tis random pic i took on de bus. sorry uncle auntie. i was jus tinking how hard it is to find such an old couple traveling together nowadays. dere was jus tis somethin tat attracted me. thou they din tok much, but they show such care n affection thru their actions it jus amazes me. its not that they pda or anythin but... aiya cant really describe it. den i jus wondered how long have they been together.. was it hard for them to sustain their marriage.. did they quarrel.. how did they patch up.. did de uncle make the auntie cry before.. anw. i jus tink its super sweet(:

i wanna hold your hand n walk till de end(:

TEN THINGS ANGELINA WISH TO DO IN 2009

1. learn malay/bahasa. half half aso counted.

2. share my first paycheck wid elderly whose children do not care bout them

3. become more photogenic. LOL~ so someone can help me take down every moment of my life.

4. wear a wedding gown n take really nice pics. for fun.

5. enlarge my current really pathetic pool of general knowledge. jus a lil side track i can now state de things i noe bout de world.
a. presidents i noe: nathan n obama
b. economy downturn but dunno why it started
c. some war somewhere.
d. singapore is veri small.

6. buy that pretty camera wid lots of coolx functions

7. make money work for me. i duno wad tis means either.its frm rich dad poor dad.

8. learn about the economy, accounting.. anythin financial(:

9. learn how to photoshop

10. move out n live happily ever after.

SEVEN THINGS ANGELINA LOVE ABOUT HER LIFE RIGHT NOW

1. her family((:

2. Him

3. her job.

4. ying ting yl xt cally fy megan n gina(:

5. my pretty face.LOL~

6. my age. young n alive.

7. anything and everythin actually.

TEN ASPIRATIONS ANGELINA USED TO HAVE

1. air stewardess
2. virologist
3. housefly, oh i mean housewife
4. businesswoman
5. samaritan
6. harvard-er
7. bride model
8. good mother good wife
9. youngest genius ever
10. Bill Gates

anw, bryan showed me tis really nice song!!

This time, I wonder what it feels like,
To find the one in this life,
The one we all dream of,
But dreams aren't just not enough.
So I'll be waiting for the real thing,
I'll know it by the feeling,
The moment when we're meeting,
Will play out like a scene,
Straight off the silver screen,
So I'll be holding my own breath,
Right up 'til the end,
Until the moment when,
I'll find the one that
I'll spend forever with.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in their hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight,
And damnit this feels too right,
It's just like deja'vu,
Me standing here with you,
So i'll be holdling my own breath,
Could this be the end,
Is it that moment when,
I'll find the one that I'll spend forever with.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in their hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can't give up,
Looking for a diamond in the rough,
(Because you'll never know)
When it shows up,
(Make sure you're holding on)
'Cause it could it be the one,
The one you're waiting on.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in there hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhhhh,
Nobody wants to do it all on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there,
Nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

I cram to understand you.

2009-02-07T06:54:00.000-08:00

LOVESSSS.

my man, irritated: why do u keep saying u wanna get married at 21?!!!
me, shocked: why, its my dream to be a housewife, u mean i don alr look like one auntie to u??
my man: tink bout it, u tink u can commit to one person for so long?
me, enlightened: oh ya......

so, conclusion: i shall get married at 22.

lol~ kiddin. later lor. happy? my man...
she's so bad plss. every time hit me n scold me one lah.
i noe my fats vibrate, but no nid liddat ryt.
my fats hurts ok...................

It takes less than a heartbeat to get me.

2009-02-07T06:34:00.000-08:00

memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are and the things you never want to lose.

today's word was really f.o.r.m.e. de lor. LOL~
tis few days i was really wanting somethin. or rather someone.
den im like askin Him why couldnt i have someone like tat?
i tink tis kinda platonic love is super sweet.
n i was like askin de qn: why she hav i don hav?
haha. anw, i realised my mistake.
haha-im no longer envious.

EVERYONE WISH TO BE LOVED,
EVERYONE WISH TO HAVE SOMEONE WHO CARES,
EVERYONE WISH TO KNOW THAT THIS ONE PERSON WILL STAY FOREVER BY HIS SIDE.

my beloved half.
flew off today.
I M SUPER SAD PLS
haha~ wa sianx, of all times, u really must go overseas like, now?
den wads going to happen to my valentine.........
seriously leh, better buy back super alot of food to pacify me.
so. angel for sale on vday. anyone? someone?
LOL~ pathetic.

ANW, SO EXCITING! MISS ANGELINA TAN IS GOING TO THAILAND WITH MISS WONG YINGYING!
WAHAHAHAHAHAS PLSS, I'LL COME BACK WID LOTS N LOTS OF PICS N CLOTHES!

i find that i no longer know myself. I need to find my passion back, transform my life into something that He will be proud of, and for once, stop getting into situations where i cant get myself out of.

2009-02-04T06:03:00.000-08:00

ting: lets do an interview k?
me: ya ok wad isit bout.
ting: young people n their definition of love
me: o.0 well....... love is unconditional? lol.
ting: bgr lah.
me: YA LAH!
ting: say somethin more bitchy cann.
me: dots. well.. love is jus like a game. since guys can play girls like nothin, why cant we do de same?
ting: wa. u said the same thing as ying..

i wanted to add on. tat we can nvr do it. cos we are not as unfeeling as some of them may be. at least, tat is so in my opinion.

don say u love her, becos u dont. u tot it was jus all fun, played wid her, got tired of her, and then ignored her. Love is too strong a word for ur pleasure, pls don abuse it. U have nvr experience anything close to it.

enof of this emo shit. LOL~ today me n yiling were so bored at work, we started playin stress. pathetic wid a capital p ryt? frm surfing de net for clothes to surfing the net for travel package to jus starin blankly into space. ultimate one noe. its so freakin bored dere. haha~

called my grandma today. realised she went to malaysia. den on de 9th she's going to hongkong. i was kinda stunned. my GRANDMA actu has more of a life den me.

ANW, LOVESS TO MISS WONG YING YING for askin me to go thailand! lol. u hav no idea how desperate i wanted to get out of sg.

N LOVESS TO MR CHUA ABEL N ALVIN who's willing to go malaysia wid me when i mentioned i wanna go. althou we din make it in de end, jus wanna say thanks.

2009-02-03T08:05:00.000-08:00

i jus wanna dedicate tis post to tis loveliest lady beside me called yiling. cos i tink she deserves a place in everythin i do. LOL yes i do.

every side of me i guess she has seen it all.
how i cry when i slept during my promo physics
how i cry when i was overwhelmed by family problems
how i embarrass myself in front of alot of ppl
how short tempered i m wid her/im in serious lack of sleep
how i m in my own world
how irritating i can be
yet she has nvr failed to embrace every weakness i hav
jus becos she treats me as her fren
i tink someone once asked her if we have ever fought.
she said somethin like: she(pointin to me) irritates the shit out of me sometimes, but i do too. but as frens we are supposed to tolerate n accept each other.
haha` so for everythin n anythin, i thank God for this awesome lady in my life. a person who has given me lots n lots of encouragement, some faith in this fragile thing called frenship, n somethin i considered the best gift on earth: her frenship.

LOVESSSS.

2009-02-03T08:01:00.000-08:00

i've learnt how not to believe others when they say we are goin to be best frens forever, only to end up in great disappointment when they left, but hope that once in my life i'll find one who stays.

2009-01-30T05:59:00.000-08:00

As we grow closer we began talking lesser
eventually i believe we're going to stop talking at all.
we see so many faces everyday,
people come people go.
why is it so hard to find one that stays,
one that doesn't change.

2009-01-30T05:47:00.000-08:00

This post is specially dedicated to my dear fren here (in de middle) DERRICK!! haha~ who's soon going off to australia.

He has been really nice in spendin quite alot of time wid urs truly n sending me home pls. lol~ abel me n a few of his frens went to his house to play mahjong on some random nite.. den another nite we went nite cycling or rather-blading, wid his neighbours n frens. it was.... really funneh experience. haha~ den we went for dinner at lagoon n they entertained themselves by takin really unglam pics of me. den supper at serangoon. haha~ will upload de pics soon(:

WILL MISS YA WHEN YOU'RE GONE MAN!!!! well~ don forget us when u get dere k?!!!