remember happiness when you find misery

IM BACK TO BLOG!!!
shag pls tis few days..
go home immediately k.o
anw. happening stuff!!! haha~ pictures((:



















egg-citing horxx? haha~ anw, happy bday to my beloved miss wong ying ying here. who's getting prettier n prettier by de moment(:
n so nice ryt mr richard soon n mingxun, for wetting their hair like crazy.
anw when i first saw them crawling up i was so shocked i was really laughin out loud? tat was how ying know abt the surprise. lol sorry! den we went to ying house stay over, n nice mr soon had to spoil the surprise by tellin ying ting's coming over. lol~ anw, we were so tired, we watched AVP2 n went to sleep. ting had to rush her project n INSISTED in squeezing on de same bed as me.


anw, my man came back frm australia, bought a few miserly nougats sweets n choco, shows how much she loves me. haha kiddin. anw, she jus killed me for not mentioning her in the 'things i love abt my life right now' oops? haha~ we were so slack at work we played hearts, solitaire(duno how to spell, lazy go check), minesweeper, n bingo.


met a nice fren named jiayi! haha~ i tink she's veri pretty, n we had quite alot in common. NICEE~ new found bestie at work. going to throw my man down the toilet bowl where she rightfully belongs someday.


You have been protecting me,
i'm so grateful, yet saddened.
I just cant let go,
it's too painful to do so,
i'm still learning how,
i know You have been patient,
i just need more time.


i jus realise. that frens n bf rarely coexist tgt.
which is saddening. in jc me n yl always asked if we will drift apart if one of us got bf. den around us there are always couples.. basically we stuck to each other at sch. n i have tis new found preference for single frens. haha im not being ze ark pls. its jus tat they tend to be a lil bit more free ya. anw two types of girls in love i will stay away frm:

1. girls who drag their bfs along on a GIRLS outing. its jus. i hav somethin against bein a lightbulb. n i would like to spend quality time wid u ya? tokin girls stuff?

2. girls who have no time for frens and all the time in the whole for bf.

haha~ tis is gettin a bit crappish.


anw. 5 LOVE LANGUAGES. WHATS URS?

1.WORDS OF AFFIRMATION
2.QUALITY TIME/CONVOR
3.GIFT GIVING
4.ACTS OF SERVICE
5.PHYSICAL TOUCH

haha~ me ying n dongz have the same pri n sec LL so coolx horxx.


at work is where we learn the art of scolding people within 5 secs of putting down the phone, putting on a facade within 3 secs to take up another call, n 2 secs left to clear out wadeva we have jus heard.


im going off to sleep! cannot tahan liaox. tomo need to pack! sun flyin off. had jus celebrate andrew's bday. haha~ failed surprise. anw. happy advanced bday to mr choongster!

she's right, you're a playboy.

A big big thanks to mr dongz here who sent me home on a cab. u have no idea, haha~ how much tis means to me. Aft one whole day of handlin idiots, facin a stupid blurry com thats spoiling my alr spoilt eyes, i have to walk 35 mins just to get to a bus stop to get bus 5 home, plus blisters on both my feet its painful for me to walk. so much much lovesss. anw, side note: cheer up ya.




nah, here's my stupid com which is duper de blur n one month aft i asked, its still not replaced. U, give me headaches.





so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee ryt...... as pretty as de giver(: anw, its really nice. n fattening. at work i eat sit tok n sleep. LOL im gettin kinda real fat.



stop giving your child the burdens of four adults.
leave some space for her to find herself.



i m super sianx. cos now broke. lol~ as in im really broke broke. n my pay doesnt come until like 26 feb? which is irritatin. haha~ i need to pay for my trip!!!! oh manx. now i have to find some freakin way to squeeze some freakin $200 out. im goin crazy real soon.


now i realise why things turned out liddat. i realise my mistake and im sorry.


sherlene: u readin novel isit? u look super engrossed in it.
me: no leh. i studyin accounting. im engrossed becos i dun understand.

haha~ its super de chim plssss... wa. all admiration to accountants.
anw. i have decided to make full use of the library which is currently making a joke out of me, i went today to borrow tis bk. n 3 weeks later im goin to borrow a book on law. de next mayb on biology. haha~ so i wun like waste my time workin n can do somethin to learn more stuff. SO STUDIOUS RYT!?! i realise i m more motivated to study when i get out of jc. at least i wun fall asleep aft 10 mins of readin.


i heard. alevels result gonna come out in de second week of march? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. pls. no.

am i now beautiful enough for you, am i?

my man. meet my new found frens second day ur gone. haha~ its really great playing tai tee wid them. n chitchating. n i found out an amazin fact. they all- mostly, wanna be docs!! so coolx horx. anyway. my eyes almost drop out when hong han told me that to be a doc, ur family mem or relative must hav one. i was like tinking, how bout husband, haha i go get one now. LOL~ anw. i jus realise i hav one whole family of relatives thats doc!!!! even more coolx plss. anw missing you. come back soon. aiya. den agn, its not as if u will n can as a matter of fact come back early.



tis random pic i took on de bus. sorry uncle auntie. i was jus tinking how hard it is to find such an old couple traveling together nowadays. dere was jus tis somethin tat attracted me. thou they din tok much, but they show such care n affection thru their actions it jus amazes me. its not that they pda or anythin but... aiya cant really describe it. den i jus wondered how long have they been together.. was it hard for them to sustain their marriage.. did they quarrel.. how did they patch up.. did de uncle make the auntie cry before.. anw. i jus tink its super sweet(:


i wanna hold your hand n walk till de end(:




TEN THINGS ANGELINA WISH TO DO IN 2009

1. learn malay/bahasa. half half aso counted.

2. share my first paycheck wid elderly whose children do not care bout them

3. become more photogenic. LOL~ so someone can help me take down every moment of my life.

4. wear a wedding gown n take really nice pics. for fun.

5. enlarge my current really pathetic pool of general knowledge. jus a lil side track i can now state de things i noe bout de world.
a. presidents i noe: nathan n obama
b. economy downturn but dunno why it started
c. some war somewhere.
d. singapore is veri small.

6. buy that pretty camera wid lots of coolx functions

7. make money work for me. i duno wad tis means either.its frm rich dad poor dad.

8. learn about the economy, accounting.. anythin financial(:

9. learn how to photoshop

10. move out n live happily ever after.


SEVEN THINGS ANGELINA LOVE ABOUT HER LIFE RIGHT NOW

1. her family((:

2. Him

3. her job.

4. ying ting yl xt cally fy megan n gina(:

5. my pretty face.LOL~

6. my age. young n alive.

7. anything and everythin actually.


TEN ASPIRATIONS ANGELINA USED TO HAVE

1. air stewardess
2. virologist
3. housefly, oh i mean housewife
4. businesswoman
5. samaritan
6. harvard-er
7. bride model
8. good mother good wife
9. youngest genius ever
10. Bill Gates

anw, bryan showed me tis really nice song!!


This time, I wonder what it feels like,
To find the one in this life,
The one we all dream of,
But dreams aren't just not enough.
So I'll be waiting for the real thing,
I'll know it by the feeling,
The moment when we're meeting,
Will play out like a scene,
Straight off the silver screen,
So I'll be holding my own breath,
Right up 'til the end,
Until the moment when,
I'll find the one that
I'll spend forever with.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in their hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight,
And damnit this feels too right,
It's just like deja'vu,
Me standing here with you,
So i'll be holdling my own breath,
Could this be the end,
Is it that moment when,
I'll find the one that I'll spend forever with.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in their hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can't give up,
Looking for a diamond in the rough,
(Because you'll never know)
When it shows up,
(Make sure you're holding on)
'Cause it could it be the one,
The one you're waiting on.

'Cause nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in there hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhhhh,
Nobody wants to do it all on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there,
Nobody wants to be last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

I cram to understand you.

LOVESSSS.


my man, irritated: why do u keep saying u wanna get married at 21?!!!
me, shocked: why, its my dream to be a housewife, u mean i don alr look like one auntie to u??
my man: tink bout it, u tink u can commit to one person for so long?
me, enlightened: oh ya......

so, conclusion: i shall get married at 22.

lol~ kiddin. later lor. happy? my man...
she's so bad plss. every time hit me n scold me one lah.
i noe my fats vibrate, but no nid liddat ryt.
my fats hurts ok...................

It takes less than a heartbeat to get me.

memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are and the things you never want to lose.










today's word was really f.o.r.m.e. de lor. LOL~
tis few days i was really wanting somethin. or rather someone.
den im like askin Him why couldnt i have someone like tat?
i tink tis kinda platonic love is super sweet.
n i was like askin de qn: why she hav i don hav?
haha. anw, i realised my mistake.
haha-im no longer envious.



EVERYONE WISH TO BE LOVED,
EVERYONE WISH TO HAVE SOMEONE WHO CARES,
EVERYONE WISH TO KNOW THAT THIS ONE PERSON WILL STAY FOREVER BY HIS SIDE.



my beloved half.
flew off today.
I M SUPER SAD PLS
haha~ wa sianx, of all times, u really must go overseas like, now?
den wads going to happen to my valentine.........
seriously leh, better buy back super alot of food to pacify me.
so. angel for sale on vday. anyone? someone?
LOL~ pathetic.




ANW, SO EXCITING! MISS ANGELINA TAN IS GOING TO THAILAND WITH MISS WONG YINGYING!
WAHAHAHAHAHAS PLSS, I'LL COME BACK WID LOTS N LOTS OF PICS N CLOTHES!



i find that i no longer know myself. I need to find my passion back, transform my life into something that He will be proud of, and for once, stop getting into situations where i cant get myself out of.

ting: lets do an interview k?
me: ya ok wad isit bout.
ting: young people n their definition of love
me: o.0 well....... love is unconditional? lol.
ting: bgr lah.
me: YA LAH!
ting: say somethin more bitchy cann.
me: dots. well.. love is jus like a game. since guys can play girls like nothin, why cant we do de same?
ting: wa. u said the same thing as ying..


i wanted to add on. tat we can nvr do it. cos we are not as unfeeling as some of them may be. at least, tat is so in my opinion.


don say u love her, becos u dont. u tot it was jus all fun, played wid her, got tired of her, and then ignored her. Love is too strong a word for ur pleasure, pls don abuse it. U have nvr experience anything close to it.



enof of this emo shit. LOL~ today me n yiling were so bored at work, we started playin stress. pathetic wid a capital p ryt? frm surfing de net for clothes to surfing the net for travel package to jus starin blankly into space. ultimate one noe. its so freakin bored dere. haha~


called my grandma today. realised she went to malaysia. den on de 9th she's going to hongkong. i was kinda stunned. my GRANDMA actu has more of a life den me.


ANW, LOVESS TO MISS WONG YING YING for askin me to go thailand! lol. u hav no idea how desperate i wanted to get out of sg.

N LOVESS TO MR CHUA ABEL N ALVIN who's willing to go malaysia wid me when i mentioned i wanna go. althou we din make it in de end, jus wanna say thanks.

i jus wanna dedicate tis post to tis loveliest lady beside me called yiling. cos i tink she deserves a place in everythin i do. LOL yes i do.

every side of me i guess she has seen it all.
how i cry when i slept during my promo physics
how i cry when i was overwhelmed by family problems
how i embarrass myself in front of alot of ppl
how short tempered i m wid her/im in serious lack of sleep
how i m in my own world
how irritating i can be
yet she has nvr failed to embrace every weakness i hav
jus becos she treats me as her fren
i tink someone once asked her if we have ever fought.
she said somethin like: she(pointin to me) irritates the shit out of me sometimes, but i do too. but as frens we are supposed to tolerate n accept each other.
haha` so for everythin n anythin, i thank God for this awesome lady in my life. a person who has given me lots n lots of encouragement, some faith in this fragile thing called frenship, n somethin i considered the best gift on earth: her frenship.



LOVESSSS.

i've learnt how not to believe others when they say we are goin to be best frens forever, only to end up in great disappointment when they left, but hope that once in my life i'll find one who stays.