jus stonin at home aft canceling tuition cos of fallen tree causing slooow traffic -.-
goin out to meet my love n eat frolicks hehe~ a consolation to my soul..
jussss. alot of things happened aft sot. like wad ww says.. jus a wink n its friday agn..
time passes soo fast.. or mayb its jus becos i've been tryin to work myself silly for de past few days..
dunno wad im goin to do if im free. its jus soo weird being free.
find tis song super nicee..
Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

jusssss. nicee lorr.
six thirty come quickkkk.

was watchin tis show on tv mobile on the way back.. it was featuring miners in indonesia.. how they mine for poisonous sulphur.. carry these sulphur that can weigh up to 50kg.. walked 6-8 0? km jus to earn $2 a day.. ohh mann.. jus pei fu these ppl.. den they went on to show ppl livin on mt bromo.. said those ppl leadin horse tour had to walk up down de mountain dono how many times a day.. still they are so happy.. it really made me tink alot..

alot of ppl used to tell me.. be thankful ur born here.. rather than those dirty places.. or those ulu malu places where the ppl have nv seen a tv or used a phone.. where ppl have to farm.. work all day long..

i always tell them.. if i have a choice.. i tink that kind of life is more suitable for me.. i mean.. its not tat grass always looks greener on de other side.. but really.. all of us cope with different kind of stress.. different kind of problems.. but at de end of the day.. its how we face it tat matters.. n tats wad makes those ppl in a way better than us cityppl.. that no matter wad come may.. they are always happy..

we can get scolded by our boss.. nagged at by our parents for a F in chinese exam.. they can worry if there's gonna be a flood/drought.. bend their bodies from dawn to dusk everyday.. bruise their shoulders from all de weights.. at de end of the day.. they go back to a smiling family.. or even working side by side wid ur loved ones.. compared to us.. some kids jus go home.. slam de door in their nagging parents face.. n rather tok to a screen..

who's having a better life? no one.. the cry that life's unfair is only heard from those who's limited by their own sufferings. have u heard those who's enjoyin life complainin that life's unfair? have a thankful heart.. that u still have a family.. if not you still have a home.. if not.. at least you have a life to be thankful for rite?

sooo. for those who's complainin that life's unfair jus becos their bonuses is not as big as it should be..

for the sake of my beloved ms soh yiling, im goin to come back here n blog as frequently as possible ok?
i kinda forgot how to put in photos. lol. de icons above disappear alr lehh.
but anw, yaa tink we're goin to see less of each other.. n despite being so in love, we dont tok on de phone or sms.
LOL.

IM SO EXCITED FOR ASIA CONFERENCE 2010!! i really hope to be more involved in tis.. like besides children church, hope i can do reporting for city newsss. pls let me get in.........

jus gradded today(: kinda sadd. its weird not praising n worshippin like per normal service every single day..
gonna miss de presence, de encounterss, de lessons.. de fallin asleep in lessons.. being poked awake when i fell asleep..

but really wanna thank Him for everything.. how clearly i can see my life change during the whole of sot, Him moving in my life, touchin me in every single surprising way possible..

indeed it is a place of temptation, trials, transition, and transformation.. meet a grp of really nicee ppl.... had lots of fun n camming wid them..

things happened so i can see.. tat all i really need, is to focus on You. I'm still not ready.. and there is alot for me to learn, its really hard, but im going to learn how to crucify my flesh.. lay everything down at Your feet.. my dreams my desires my cares my hurts.. take all of me in exchange for all of You.